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April 29th, 2010

Ring Diving

Ring diving sustained her life.  It was an insatiable hunger without which life was pain, at times unbearable.  The rush of a dive toward extinction checked only by the most elegant redirection at the last instant, that moment was the culmination of all moments. That final spin at the edge of the vacuum purified herPoe now lived at the precipice of a Spark’s longevity.  She had made it to the age of overcharge.  For her, diving was the only medicine for maintaining sanity.  The cleansing pull of the void stole the static from her mind.  She knew no greater peace than the afterrush.

She stood upon the third circle up from the nebulous maw.  She stared across the vast span between rings.  The bands grew closer together as they approached the pit and expanded in concentric shockwaves further from one another as they moved outward.  The difference in distance between the third and the fourth halo was an order of magnitude greater than the span between the second and the third. 

              Sid rode across the fourth ring, his stat sending bursts of color in its wake as he skidded to a stop parallel to her position.  Across that divide he looked tiny.  The explosion flowering beneath him nearly obscured his stat and bottom orb stack in a plume of thousands of thin sparkles.  The fourth ring was a safe zone.  Sid had always been more cautious than she was.  Poe had always chafed at this trait in him.  She couldn’t understand his reluctance.

She worried what it meant for him and for their family as he charged. Without a healthy love of the rush sparks risked becoming unstable long before their time.  A spark that feared the Non was a danger to the entire unit.  The law required intervention for sparks who would not cleanse.  In some cases, this meant that they were forced to meet the Non lest the entire family be destroyed as their madness became destabilizing.  Ivy was too young for that.  Poe saw herself in Ivy.  She wanted to give her the chance to learn the joy of diving.

              Poe leapt out to Sid’s ring then arced well above him, reaching her dendrite out like a whip and giving him a solid whack on the backside of his top stack.  The snap sent him reeling off the ring and spinning headlong, stat over crown toward the Non.  He reached out with both dendrites and wrapped the tapered tips around just enough of the diameter of the second ring, enough to get a solid grip to wind up and slingshot back at her.

              Sid hit the ring in a fury.  The entire band wrenched with a wave strong enough to make Poe veer as she lost contact with the ground underneath her stat.  Sid was skilled with his ride.  He liked the feeling of the solid ground beneath him.  He could ride fast, spinning circles around a ring in every dimension and maneuver with a grace Poe could never manage.  Yet she was always on him to dive.  He wished she would appreciate his abilities.  He didn’t understand why it was so important to ring dive.  It was just expected of him.  So what if he nurtured a little hedonism for static, he was young, it felt good.  He would cleanse if he needed to.  What was the big deal?

Poe was reckless in his opinion. She lacked grace.  Sure, he had to admit, there was a calm that would wash over him after a dive.  But the instant before the loop filled Sid with such a nausea that he usually lacked the motivation. That said Sid was a competitive one and Poe manipulated it.  They both knew there was no way he could contend with her dive for dive.  Poe had a passion for gliding long and falling fast.  A good dive for her could mean as much as a loop-de-loop through three rings precipitating crown raising velocity leading up to a roll around the first so treacherous that she nearly lost color, becoming a translucent gossamer as the vacuum drained her charge.  She would brag about the bright red of the first ring, sparkling with pure star fire.  Sid never dove within the perimeter of the first ring, he could barely hold on against the pull of the center from the second one.  

What Sid could do was ride.  He could maneuver in wicked spirals and skid on a dime, sending up controlled and gorgeous showers of light. He could ring hop with an elegance that was beautiful to observe, landing as if rooted, without so much as a tap.  But if Poe wanted him to dive, he would dive.  He would just be sure to make a show of the prelude.

Sid prepared to dive. Poe watched from across the ring as he accelerated, skimming the rim of the ring on his stat. Sid was a powerful looking spark for his youth.  He rode his stat with a skill beyond his cycles.  The three orbs that formed his body were well proportioned radiant spheres that glowed orange through the thin translucent skin of his dermis.  His bottom orb was slightly larger than the middle orb above it, which in turn was smaller than the top orb of his body.  The effect was a handsome concave torso with two slender limbs stretching out from the sides of his top orb.  Sid usually maintained these dendrites as sleek single threads.  Older sparks like Poe were more agitable and often flared their dendrites into bolts with many mini-tentacles bursting from their primary limbs.  Above the top orb of Sid's body, lifted on a thin translucent neck of dermis, Sid's small head orb fuzzed as his face furrowed with concentration.  Above his head orb, a diadem of sparks flurried vivid orange to form a spiky crown.

Sid shifted the weight of his bottom orb against the quark, the seat separating him from his stat, to maneuver into position for his dive.  His stat was spinning so fast that it vibrated through the quark, reverberating up through his bottom orb and causing his dermis to jiggle ever so subtly all the way out to the farthest tips of his limbs.

Sparkles of light sprayed in his wake.  He made a few wind up hops that tilted the ring. He used its return jounce to propel him toward the center. Graceful as ever, Poe charmed her quark to rock with the rebound of the ring.  Sid leapt just outside the circumference of the next ring, then rushed past Poe in his descent. His dive was wide and had taken him well outside Poe's plane of orbit.  She admired the way he elongated his orb stack in the drop, but then tightened nearly into a coil to take the inside turn.   Settling down on the backside of the dive, he tapped his stat onto the ring that Poe had come from with a flourish.

Sid gazed across the spans of the only world he'd ever known.  It was a landscape that gave him a sense of comfort.  He and his sibling sparks cohabitated in a world of five rings, three of which were comfortably habitable.  No one could ride the ring closest to the maw, the pull of the Non was too powerful even for the most charged of sparks. Meanwhile, the fifth ring was unpleasant to spend too long riding.  The atmosphere beyond it was a loose mesh of multicolored filaments that swayed and bent like living things brushing one another in an eternal orbit around their world. The strings gave off a radiation that was agitating.  Most sparks swapped around with their siblings hopping from ring to ring within the middle.
               Between the farthest ring from the center and the zonule one band in stretched a dark space perhaps two thousand orb stacks of a spark's body long.  For the most part, the rings extended in parallel planes both rising and expanding out from the nucleus but given enough of a nudge they could be tilted noticeably. Ring tilting was occasionally amusing for young sparks like Poe and Sid's little sister Ivy, usually before they were old enough to know the joys of an afterrush.   Once a spark learned to dive, ring-tilting quickly became one more technique in the diving game.

Despite their differences, Sid watched Poe dive with the admiration of a younger sibling.  She burned vivid red as compared to his youthful orange.  Her orb stack tapered upward, her roundedness accentuated at her bottom.  Despite her sleek femininity, Sid knew never to underestimate her.  Her physical grace was supple but her intensity burned hot and potent.  She took a tight roll around the fourth ring, gathering the energy and momentum to launch herself clear out to within a dendrite’s tip of the strings.  Just as it looked as if she would collide into the atmosphere she reached around the fifth ring with a dendrite stretched so long and thin that it nearly looked like one of the strings itself.  She whipped herself back, racking her orb stack in awkward whiplash and launching violently at the first ring.  She came so close that sparks from her crown cascaded into the center.  She would emerge defrazzled, refined to imbibe fresh energy.  Rejuvenated. 

“Some day, Sid, I bet you’ll be able to dive like Poe,” Ivy zapped, trying to be supportive.

Poe could still remember Sid floating around the far ring, trying to gather up the orb stack of his body from the yellow ether. She mused back to when she'd first noticed that Sid's orbs had begun to gather an orangish hue and his stat generate a ridable spin intensity.  That was before her oldest sibling Abe had taken his last dive and just before Ivy had been born.

Ivy was a young spark freshly born from the center ether. Barely yellow, she'd only recently collected her orbs together.  Her ride was clumsy and rigid but at least she'd learned to accelerate, brake and reverse.  A stat can feel like an alien appendage for a young spark.  In the excitement of adolescence a stat warming up can really seem to have a mind of its own sometimes.

Ivy revved her stat and slid along the band of the ring for one full revolution as she prepared to jump to the next ring but spun out at the last moment.  Her limbs flailed as she tried to right herself out of spirals around the ring.  She whipped around frantically trying to keep her stat set on the ring.  At least she'd managed to stay on, she thought.

Poe rounded the adjacent ring. "Give it another try," She zapped.  "I'll throw you a dendrite if I need to."  She extended a long limb from the shoulder under her top orb to show that she could catch her if Ivy missed.  Poe's face flared in the thin dermis of her small top orb.  Ivy couldn't say no to a face like that.  She used the fading momentum of her spiral to right herself confidently then made a clean arc before jumping.  For an instant, her aim had seemed just right but then the pull of the center took her in its undertow.  

She hadn't accounted for the change in the force of the vacuum between rings.  It rended her and pulled her off her curve.  Seeing Ivy fall out of Poe's reach, Sid dove. He spread his limbs wide and let the gap between orbs strech so his dermis expanded into a thin membrane illuminated by the solid glow of his orbs.  He grabbed her by the tip of a dendrite, then threw her back.  She tried to whip her top orb around to see her original ring approaching but ended up thrashing herself off course. She missed her ring and spun out into the static backfield of the strings.   

She got hit with a nasty blast by the strings.  It zapped the flux out of her.  The painful instant lasted an eternity.  She spasmed and with a jolt of her stat launched herself back toward the rings. Across the gulf of the atmosphere she had plenty of space to slow down.  Gliding unpropelled, she easily settled back onto her favorite ring.  "Blasted things," Ivy cursed.  Poe acted the older sibling and corrected her, "If not for the strings, sparks would just tumble into forever before they could even collect together their light."  Poe had seen the intensity with which a spark's light is spit from the center during birth.  The birth blast ricochets off the strings then pools on a ring where it collects into a spark.  Poe smiled as she thought of Ivy's birth. "Learn to ride before you dive, little spark," Poe zapped.  All the while, she glowed with pride at her sister’s willingness to dive so young.

A little shaken, and a tad fazed by Poe's chiding, Ivy decided to just circle for a while and refuel.  For now, she would just watch Poe and Sid dive. Someday, Ivy thought, she would be the greatest diver of the circle, but for now she could only learn.

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To Leave the Madness – original

April 27th, 2010

This is the original. Read the rewrite Here. Looking for feedback on which you prefer and why. Comments much appreciated.

Club Eleqtrique. New York. Simon Verridae. The tip of a cigarette’s crimson glow. A steady drone of white noise. Simon wipes carbon dust off the monitor. The music thuds bass and drums, a steady repetition like machinery. Diana’s hand is hot when it touches Simon’s shoulder. She has returned from dancing. Diana’s a wild card, young and street-smart, sexy with that savvy that comes from knowing it. Simon reaches for his glass of Zap. Sucks up a lump of feverfew residue from the bottom of the ice. Sharp and bitter. He rubs his tongue against his lips and sucks his smoke to change the flavor. “How would you like death, Diana?”
“Don’t know, guess it would be liberating.”
“Exactly. Hey, you want a Benny?” Simon asks.
“How about Ambrosia?” responds Diana.
“Ah sweet, not yet. We’ve got things to do.”
“Nah you go ahead, I’m gonna get mainlined.” She sits down at the computer.
“Hey, Di, see if you can’t hit a state records database would you? I’m curious what a death certificate looks like.” Simon heads downstairs to the smart bar. Simon’s three years older than Diana. That’s about as long as he’s been paying rent in cash and checking out books from the library on false ID’s. Simon has two crimes on his record. The first, for which he had gotten off relatively easy, was for releasing proprietary code to the open source community for NetCopã StopShareâ, a P2P file-sharing blocker that monitors network activity for file swapping. He’d gotten out of it, for the most part, because he had revealed that enormous stockpiles of music, porn and cracked applications sat behind NetCop’s ivory firewalls. NetCop hadn’t wanted to make the case too visible after that, so they dropped the charges. Unfortunately, half-a-dozen employees were fired as a result. What hurt most was that by the time the case had been dismissed, he’d already spent five months in jail and had failed out of NYU. It had raised his cred in the underground but had cost him a sweet scholarship and his shot at higher education. At least he was free and clear. Clear, that is, until his second offense forced him off the books.
His second crime was nothing more than a favor for a friend. Damien had been busted for a hack. Simon just didn’t want Damien to get lost in the same system that had chewed up nearly half-a-year of his life. Damien, suburban art school philosopher, disinherited former-rich-kid Damien, wallowing in county jails for months because he didn’t have the money for bail. So Simon altered the bail money on record. Easy. He would have gotten away with it, too, if Damien’s girl hadn’t shown up the same day with the money. If only the record had had a chance to propagate across the system there wouldn’t have been any discrepancy between the city’s and the jail’s database. What were the odds? So now Simon had to live on the lam.
Life off the network isn’t an easy enterprise, in the city especially, and Simon was too much an urbanite to escape to the insomnia of Alaska or some godforsaken lava flow in Hawaii. But most important was Diana. A life on the run is just not the kind of life he’d want for her… or for a family. If he gave himself up he’d lose years, and, he feared, perhaps he’d lose her. She would tell him that she’d wait, but the heart is a fickle thing and the rest of the body is even easier to tempt.
Simon knew that the key to his freedom was programmed into society. He realized he had to reenter the database of civilization instead of trying to live outside of it. The vulnerability of the system is that it believes in itself so absolutely that all other realities are a blur. But his buzz was slipping and his head was droning into an oblivion of white noise. A Benny would help him concentrate. A buzz-drink like nectar. A tweaker’s wet dream: strawberry nectar loaded with all the vitamin C’s to send you pissing three times before the glass is gone. Echinacea, plus whatever other nutrients a joe has got to suck down to hold himself together and still have the strength to bend his joints. Then they add the smart sauce: bayberry, damiana, lippia, and sassafras. One hundred percent decaffeinated upper. Simon’s undertaken a mission. He needs all the help he can get.
One sip of the strawberry and Simon thinks of Diana. And of aphrodisiac Ambrosia, her subtle request, to make love and leave the madness. A whisper to stop running and to sleep, a narcotic and sensual sleep. The naked sleep of the mind, of animal awareness and peace. Pink and tan milk honey Ambrosia. Sweet honey milk glittering with the crystals of wild dogbane and dyed by pinkroot. Thick and rich to drowned the bittersweet.
The air was thick with carbon dust and ozone, electric, mutant and strange, wildly beautiful and magic. A prism of disco light turns, dancing with strobe lights and laser beams. Colored lenses: red, green and blue, crossbeams of yellow triangles and white flashes. Simon stood silently over Diana’s shoulder. She was consumed by the irradiated tube, did not sense him.
“Get anything?”
“Same old commercial crap and censored shit. This whole server’s tapped.”
“Won’t let you get out of mainstream web?”
“Nope.”
“Have you tried connecting up to another ISP?”
“No, not yet.”
“See if you can get out of this sandbox.” Diana acted without responding. She was quick with the keys, the computer hummed and whirled, struggling to keep up. Nodes passed like the map of a fractal, chaotic but ordered.
An ironic self-satisfaction unrolled in Simon’s memory. This system wasn’t always so limited. Just three years ago, when clubs like Electrique had started up all over town, it was open cyberspace. It was in one of these new clubs that Simon had committed his act of charity for Damien. But when Damien’s girl had shown up with her mom’s credit card the ruse was up. When the police came around asking questions at CyberCrash Café, Simon had been ratted out. Fortunately, word had gotten to him before the cops had. His name was already in the system. Another strike and he’d be out.
Simon rolled it around in his head, “Simon Verridae. Verridae, Simon. Stolichnaya, shaken not stirred.” He’d miss it, but hey, one has got to be enlightened about these sorts of things. The soul’s not in a name after all. Anyway, the clubs had to crack down as a result of his felony. And here was the result, tapped lines and limited access.
The screen went red; the speakers buzzed like an alarm during a meltdown. At first they couldn’t tell the siren apart from the music. Then the bright yellow box flashed, rimmed with the caution tape, black stripes on yellow.
CAUTION YOU ARE PROHIBITED FROM ACCESSING ANOTHER PROVIDER FROM THIS LOCATION. IF YOU PERSIST YOU WILL BE BANNED!!!
Ooh, big scare, like it’s hard to get Online in New York City for chrissakes. Then it flashed on him, blue electric wisdom. “Hey, Di. Let’s get out of here.” They left the terminal buzzing and blinking because Simon loved the feeling of whirling through life like the Tasmanian Devil, leaving chaos without footprints. When they got outside Diana was half skipping down the walk with excitement.
“Where are we going?” she asked. Diana was feeling the rush of a mission.
“The morgue.” Simon answered.
“What for?”
“We need some evidence of our premature departure.”
“Toe tags.”
“Forms.”
“Got ya.”
“I just haven’t quite figured out how to do it yet,” Simon said. Diana’s heels click, but the city’s too busy to bother answering with echoes.

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To Leave The Madness – Rewrite

April 27th, 2010

Simon wiped carbon dust off the monitor. The air was thick with black dust and ozone, electric, mutant and strange; a prism for city lights, a black smog for daylight shadows. It was perfect for him, like a cover.
Diana’s hand is hot on his shoulder. He can feel her heart beat in the ball of her palm. He pretends to disregard her as he feels for her pulse to slow. Her breath on his neck is heavy. He cannot hear it over the heady repetition of bass and drums but it stirs carnal thoughts. Diana’s a wild card, young and street-smart, sexy with that savvy that comes from knowing it. Simon reaches for his glass of Zap and sucks up a lump of feverfew residue from the bottom of the ice, sharp and bitter. He rubs his tongue against his lips and sucks his smoke to change the flavor. “How would you like to die with me Diana?”

“Don’t know, guess it would be liberating…and romantic.”

“Exactly. Hey, you want a Benny?” Simon asks.

“How about Ambrosia?” responds Diana.

Between the heat of her breath and a memory of the sound of her pleasure, he struggles to redirect. “Ah sweet, not yet. We’ve got things to do.” He pictured her lips as he killed Cain.  Diana pretended not to notice.

He actually liked Club Eleqtriqe because they didn’t make it easy. First of all, there was no hardware accessible to tamper with. All they left you with were some dumb terminals and a web browser. The operating system was tightly bolted down and the standard exploits were secured from the settings menu all the way down to the display properties. Whoever designed this system knew what they were doing. What they hadn’t locked down was the ability to view jpegs. He browsed to a file with overruns in the filename he had planted on a benign host for just such an occasion. The resulting overload launched a telnet session. This singular opening allowed him to inject a little hacker utility called Cain and Abel into the works. He used Cain to sniff the network, enumerated the computers, and found the weak link of PCs within 200 seconds: An excruciating wait.

The runt of the network happened to be the controller for the lighting system. He listed the user accounts on the remote machine looking for default users. His instincts were good and his memory was even better. Simon could list every default account in any operating system going back a decade and knew the OEM admin for every commercial router he’d ever encountered. He cracked the account with the same username as password within the fifth try. He dropped Abel onto the remote machine and set it up to harvest user account information.

Within minutes it was running in the background of the light controller, hardly a blip in the memory usage while the lightshow played on, indifferent to his exploit. A riot of disco lights bounced off the carbon particles. Dancing with strobe lights and laser beams. Colored lenses turned: red, green and blue, crossbeams of yellow triangles and white flashes, all the while copying the password hashes back to his phone via wireless so they could be cracked at his leisure. This would take a while, so, he figured now was a good time to grab a Benny.
“Nah you go ahead, I’m goin’ to get mainlined.” Simon stood up and let Diana in. He had a moment of hesitation as he considered the risk he was exposing her to simply by having her here with him, let alone running the hack while she was on the machine. But, he figured, it was better not to say anything, plausible deniability and all that. He subtly nudged the memory stick out of site as she sat down at the computer. He would do all the cleanup work after he came back. Even the most bush league sys admin would be able to spot Abel running if Simon didn’t cover his tracks.
By the next time they came to dance, he’d have the admin password and would be moving on to the server. Once there, he could drop a keystroke logger onto the server itself and have it setup to distribute keyloggers to all the other machines on the network.

His buzz was slipping and his head was droning into an oblivion of white noise. A Benny would help him concentrate. A buzz-drink like nectar: strawberry nectar loaded with all the vitamin C’s to send you pissing three times before the glass was gone. Echinacea, plus whatever other nutrients a joe has got to suck down to hold himself together and still have the strength to bend his joints. Then they add the smart sauce: bayberry, damiana, lippia, and sassafras. One hundred percent decaffeinated upper. Simon’s undertaken a mission. He needs all the help he can get. “Hey, Di, see if you can’t hit a vital records database would you? I’m curious what a death certificate looks like.”
Simon heads downstairs to the smart bar. Simon’s three years older than Diana. That’s about as long as he’s been paying rent in cash and living on the lam. His life of crime has caused him a few complications. A couple of mistakes have stacked up against him now.

Life off the network isn’t an easy enterprise, in the city especially, and Simon was too much an urbanite to escape to the insomnia of Alaska or some godforsaken lava flow in Hawaii. But most important was Diana. If he gave himself up he’d lose years, and, he feared, perhaps he’d lose her. She would tell him that she’d wait, but the heart is a fickle thing and the rest of the body is even easier to tempt. Simon knew that the key to his freedom was programmed into the system. He realized he had to reenter the database of civilization instead of trying to live outside of it.

At the bar Simon scouts out for a guy with his plastic down. He settles in behind him as if waiting to order just long enough to make out the guy’s name. Then he disappears, circling around to the other end, all the while keeping an eye on the card to make sure the guy actually starts a tab. Once the card is in the system he hits up a different bartender, placing the drink on the tab. He almost feels sorry for them, his victims. It’s just too easy.

One sip of the strawberry and Simon thinks of Diana. And of aphrodisiac Ambrosia, her subtle request, to make love and leave the madness. A whisper to stop running and to sleep a narcotic and sensual sleep; the naked sleep of the mind, of animal awareness and peace. Pink and tan milk honey Ambrosia. Sweet honey milk glittering with the crystals of wild dogbane and dyed by pinkroot. Thick and rich to drowned the bittersweet.
Simon stood silently over Diana’s shoulder. She was consumed by the irradiated tube, did not sense him.

“Get anything?”

“Pretty straightforward actually,” she answered. “Just what you’d expect I guess.”

“You need some identifying records. Stuff with watermarks and whatnot so it’s hard to forge and some medical records, like X-Rays.”

“That’s what I figured,” Simon ponders what excuse to use to get himself back on to do his cleanup. After hitting a blank he figures he’s better off not to give one. “Let me in right quick. I forgot something.” He tries to conceal what he’s doing, but he ought to have known better. She is on to him.”

“I’m not going to help you kill yourself if you don’t change your life. You’ll just end up right back in the same place”

“I just need a little runway.”

“It’s a waste of your skills. I’m not going to put up with this forever. You are better than this. You know I’ve been patient. You’re going to end up selling these cards to one of these Eastern Block crooks and its going to blow up on you. They might decide they’re done with you.”

“You know I’m careful.”

“All it takes is one instant. If you’re going to set me up to lose you… then I’d rather let you go on my own terms.” Diana meant what she said, yet, the words felt empty. She knew she was hooked. That for every time that she was disappointed it only took one small hook and she was reeled in again. She was addicted to compromising, to satisfying, to settling.

“I know, I know. But for now I have to come through, I’m committed.” Simon saw Diana soften. He sensed that he could let it go and it would settle into the unspoken agreement that they perpetuated. “Let’s get out of here.” Simon wished that it was going to be easy to. That it was all about obligation and money. What made it hard was that he loved the feeling of whirling through life like leaving chaos without footprints. The con was his voice, it was his gift. He was good at it.

“Where are we going?” she asked. Despite her frustration, Diana was feeling the rush of a mission.

“The morgue.” Simon answered.

“What for?”

“We need some evidence of our premature departure.”

“Toe tags?”

“Forms.”

“Got ya.”

“I just haven’t quite figured out how to do it yet,” Simon said. Diana’s heels click, but the city’s too busy to bother answering with echoes.

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April 4th, 2010
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